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[Jun. 17th, 2007|05:08 pm] |
i want to start blogging again
a lot of things have changed this year
yesterday i found out in the morning, my mom told me he passed away
and i wouldnt believe
i dont think i believe it even now.
its like when you watch a movie, and you see it happen, but it doesnt feel real
Yesterday, i was mean to everyone. i havent cried that hard in so long. i think its my punishment, for not going to church. for being not praying anymore. i still believe but my faith is dissolving(?) but i know everything is my fault.
i cant focus on anything, cant get my homework done. summer school starts tomorw
and also a buttload of hw for school. i cant wait till i graduate....i think im signing up for my license test today. wow im going to fail within 3 minutes. |
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[May. 19th, 2006|12:04 am] |
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Never allow someone to be your priority while you're just their option
working on my essay .. ahha
5/18 - rehearsal
5/19 - concerto concert
5/21 - piano recital
6/02 - 4th quarter passports & AP theory finals due
6/15 - graduation ;___; ill miss my seniors
dude the year started passing by heckof fast after winterball.. now i get to look foreward to junior year >:( |
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[May. 10th, 2006|05:51 pm] |
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ahh finally ap test is over
i really like this poem called there will come soft rain :)
there will come soft rain and the smell of the ground
and swallows circling with thier shimmering sound
and frongs in the pools singing at night
and wild plum trees in tremulous white
and not one will know of the war , not one
will care at last when it is done
not one would mind, neigher bird nor tree
if mankind perished utterly
and Spring herself when she woke at dawn
would scarcely know that we were gone |
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